I hate thinking about my future.

I want to get into Melbourne Uni so bad it fucking hurts. Literally, like no joke. Every time I think about it, I get so worried and worked up about it because I honestly don't know what to do with my life if I don't get the require ENTER score of 98. I've never wanted anything so bad. I'd actually give up all my shoes just to get in, including my Dodge and Kortina which basically is like giving up my babies.