Lamborghini dreams are over

I've concluded that I will not be a driver. Everyone's first lesson was on the road, mine was on the parking lot with no cars at all and I didn't dare touch the accelerator and since I have trouble differentiating left/ right without using my left hand doing the L, I think it's safer if I stay off the road and rely on the best friends and the boyfriend to take me to places. Positives: I save money on buying a car and petrol. Negatives: Relying on them to drive is putting my life at extreme risk.